This week I have been doctor recommended twice! (not necessarily by name or officially or such,) but actual doctors and psychiatrists are recommending sensual massage these days! Their names weren't given for all those seeking prescriptions... but you're welcome to prescribe your own sensual treatments!
Thanks for the comments. I just wanted to share. There hasn't been anyone to share that with really. I won't leave it up because it is too personal for my liking of being public. But as for the one who was concerned about emo and cutting... I am not referring to emo as in cutting myself. Anyone who has seen me knows that couldn't be so. I did not know that was even associated with that word. I saw some psychological videos about there being two types of people... physical and emotional which the speaker sometimes shortened the word to emo. I saw which category I thought I was. That's all there really was to that.. :)
On my way to Austin
I'm still here. Well, I'm looking for spirit and fun. I'm on my way to Austin, TX for labor day weekend. I am not sure whether I will work there. Friday will be open...I plan to go downtown some. Sat & Sun morning I plan to go to a short conference. Then thinking of going to the waterpark Schlitterbahn. Not sure yet. I 'll see what happens.
I admit it has been solitary here for me, no matter how many people visit... It's still me and my questions of life here during my free time.
I am looking for a time when friends and fun will be easy. I'm hoping
I will find some of that in Austin.
My dictionary word of the day is psychic
It seems to know what is going on with me sometimes.
However, it is a bit after-the-fact today.
The word today is nefarious. This word means something to me because someone's nefarious activities have drastically affected my life bigger than ever before. It has been a prolonged yet hidden or covered-up agony that finally reached the end of its chapter when his final victim exposed him. I have had so much grief and anger, and much anger toward myself as well. He had innumerable victims, and I didn't know I was one until this ending. Thankfully he will never be free to harm anyone again in this lifetime. We have some satisfaction to know he will suffer greatly and it will be for real and not a game, although I think his brain circuitry won't allow him to ever admit his wrongs, but I could be wrong about that.
Because of this trauma, I haven't been inclined to say much lately. But I am doing well and have signed up for 2 months with a life coach and therapist which I have already begun and will continue as long as I need. I haven't stopped working and my attitude toward my clients is still of gratitude and I do not need to talk about it all anymore to bring them into it like I was at first and I regret that, but some were so very nice and understanding about it. It is just better now that I do not need to speak of it and can focus.