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My dictionary word of the day is psychic
It seems to know what is going on with me sometimes.
However, it is a bit after-the-fact today.
The word today is nefarious. This word means something to me because someone's nefarious activities have drastically affected my life bigger than ever before. It has been a prolonged yet hidden or covered-up agony that finally reached the end of its chapter when his final victim exposed him. I have had so much grief and anger, and much anger toward myself as well. He had innumerable victims, and I didn't know I was one until this ending. Thankfully he will never be free to harm anyone again in this lifetime. We have some satisfaction to know he will suffer greatly and it will be for real and not a game, although I think his brain circuitry won't allow him to ever admit his wrongs, but I could be wrong about that.
Because of this trauma, I haven't been inclined to say much lately. But I am doing well and have signed up for 2 months with a life coach and therapist which I have already begun and will continue as long as I need. I haven't stopped working and my attitude toward my clients is still of gratitude and I do not need to talk about it all anymore to bring them into it like I was at first and I regret that, but some were so very nice and understanding about it. It is just better now that I do not need to speak of it and can focus.
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