Major Happy Blog....It's About Time!
Well I figured it was time for an update...a purely positive one.
Life is fucking fantastic.
I moved in with a friend. Huge house with lots of land - my dog (which I got to keep here!) absolutely loves it. She gets to run and roll around in the grass.
I am soooo much happier and making good breakthroughs with the anxiety. I'm still not where I want to be but baby steps.
Incall - I have a fabulous new location - an online friend was sweet enough to help me get this super soft memory foam mattress I picked out. It is private and safe. I am so glad to be out of hotels/motels. No more worrying about staff, guests or cleanliness.
I am back and better than ever. Wanna see the results in person? I am available daily - just call my new number 314-643-6004 (I still have that pesky Verizon bill that needs paid but I have other priorities I have to take care of first so my 1775# is on hiatus at the moment).
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Hope to see you soon. For those I can't...Happy Holidays and many blessings to you. <3 <3 <3
OMG, this week has been a nightmare.
On the plus side I had several major breakthroughs and I am seven days with no caffeine (soda).
Bad news - I got evicted. With FIVE days to move. And I have to give up my dog. Or find her a foster family who can take care of her until I get stable again.
I have no fucking idea where I am going. There are three different options, none of which I like at the moment. One is to move in with a friend who needs help. That needs 700 move in costs. Then there is another one with a person I have met but don't know as well. They stay in the lower level and I would have the full top level. That would be around 300 or 400 to move in. I could move back in with a family member but I really feel I would slip backwards if I did that one.
My regular phone is off (although I can see any text messages sent there). I have a temporary number (314) 643-6004 if you need to reach me. No text messages on this number. I am still available for appointments.
I also need to come up with money to pay my internet bill. And car insurance/plate stickers (or I will be dealing with a towed/impounded car).
I need one thing to fuel the other. Its a vicious circle.
I am also starting Skype webcam sessions in addition to phone sex sessions for those who need a quick release and are on a budget.
My incall location should be available within two weeks. I wanted it to be done sooner but life throws major curveballs sometimes.
If anyone can help by spending time with me or skyping/phone etc. please contact me. Any help is much appreciated. I am needing an early Christmas miracle.
I am open to suggestions. Any questions email me firstname.lastname@example.org or find me on Yahoo IM (stldiscreetaffair).
A Positive Update... (And some new pics!)
Sorry for the doom and gloom last blog entry. It was a rough day. On a positive note -
*Newborn is doing better. Out of hospital and with her momma.
*Scenario two is out of the hands of those involved - unfortunately it is going to take several judges, lawyers and officials to sort that one out.
*My friend that was in the wreck - no longer in a coma. Home and making remarkable progress. I have no idea how its even possible considering the injuries but they expect him to make a 90% recovery. It's going to take some time that was incredible news.
And the best day of the week happened on Thursday when I had a photo shoot in a super nice suite. The pics are up (well most of them). A few didn't make it on the flash drive (oops!) so I will have to upload them in a few days.
Enjoy! I am available all this week (short notice and late nights are okay!)
My phone is back on so call or text 636 627 1775
How Are You?
I get that question alot lately. I'm fine - really. My anxiety attacks started back again. I tried hiding it for a while. It isn't easy though. Some people noticed a difference from my tweets.
I did not want anyone to treat me differently or avoid seeing me because of it. Many providers suffer from anxiety - and I found that clients do as well - some just choose to do so in silence.
I know how to deal with it - writing (or tweeting) for me is how I vent. It is extremely therapeutic for me. I am a sensitive person so when I am experiencing life to its fullest I can be very emotional. It is not a bad thing.
I wish I could turn those off today. When it rains, it pours. Today was a triple whammy. I woke up to news of my friends newborn granddaughter being taken to a children's hospital for breathing issues. I have been helping a friend go thru a difficult divorce that just took the worse turn imaginable - he explained it like a nightmare you can't wake up from. It isn't something I can stick a band-aid on. I feel it. It is tormenting pain. He is staying around until he gets back on his feet and all this passes (hopefully with a positive (as can be) outcome. Friends are what you lean on.
And we all needed them at the end of the day after hearing that a friend of ours hit a telephone pole. He is in a medically induced coma with severe injuries. I don't know if he will be okay or be able to even survive. He has little girls that think the world of him and a loving wife. I pray for a recovery - even if its a long one so that he can be there for them.
So that was my day in a nutshell. If you have tried to reach me - my phone is off - well kinda. I need to pay my bill (110 to Verizon). I am using a Net10 phone (minute phone) but used ALOT of those dealing with todays events. I can get text messages and voice messages on my Verizon phone (636-627-1775). So if you call just leave one of those and I will call you back on the other phone as long as I have minutes.
I do need minutes (or my bill paid). I am offering extra time to whoever is able to spend time with me or repayment to those who can help out in any way. Greendot Moneypaks can also be purchased. I was not expecting this and what I did make this week went for a full months rent payment, groceries and to take care of my electricity bill. I went with what was the greater good at the time.
So that is how you can get in touch with me. I am also on Yahoo IM daily (stldiscreetaffair) or email email@example.com
Even if you just want to email or PM to say "Hi" it is always appreciated. Let me know how you are doing.
Till next time...