Yearnings and Control
I LIKE TO CONTROL PEOPLE.NOT IN THE SENSE OF BLACK BOOTS AND WHIPS..IM NO DOMINATRIX THOUGH OCCASIONALLY FANTASY ACTING LIE ONE MIGHT BE FUN. BUT I MEAN IN IN THE SENSE OF ENTRANCING THEM, DRIVING THEM CRAZY WITH PLEASURE,OR CONTROLLING THE AMOUNT OF PLEASURE THEY RECEIVE ,THE INTENSITY OF IT AND THE ULTIMATE CLIMAX OF IT.ITíS INCREDIBLY EROTIC,A HUGE TURN ON.
I HAVE THE ABILITY TO CAUSE EVEN THE MOST QUIET AND DEMURE OF PERSONS TO SHOUT OUT IN ECSTASY,EXCLAIMING INTENSE PLEASURE.I LOVE HAVING THIS POWER,THIS CONTROL OVER PEOPLE AND I ENJOY YIELDING IT OVER ONE AGAIN AND AGAIN. THEY DO AS WELL, THIS IS WHY I HAVE SO MANY LONG TERM FRIENDS.
IM NOT SURE WHY IíM USING ALL CAPS TODAY,MAYBE I WANT MY MESSAGE TO BE REALLY CLEAR,HAHA. IM DRINKING CHILLED PASSION TEA AND ITS DELICIOUS YET IíM STUPIDLY CRAVING HALF OF A CAN OF COKE THAT WAS ACCIDENTALLY THROWN OUT THIS MORNING. I THINK, MAN THAT HAD THREE MORE COLD CARBONATED DRINKS IN IT. I DIDNíT WANT IT AT THE TIME, UNTIL SOMEONE THREW IT OUT AND NOW I AM MOURNING IT. i WANT IT BADLY, EVEN KNOWING IT IS NOT AS GOOD AS WHAT I HAVE NOW. THE OLD ADDAGE IS TRUE I GUESS. WE ALL WANT WHAT WE CANíT HAVE.
ill put part three and the end of my horrible ordeal story up soon.. today i am in no mood to take the trip to that horrible memory..hahhahahaa
here is some more of my "art" I have so many pieces by now, I need to put them all of my page.I hope I am developing some skills with all of the emotion i have within me, and all of the practise i've been getting.I wish I had a teacher.