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Maintaing Friendships In The Hobby
Over the years, I have formed friendships with certain ladies and guys only to find them to be fake, false and misleading...We all would like to think there is good in people but I am here to tell you that friendships in this business is not worth it...
Recently it was made aware to me, that I needed to take a look at who I was hanging out with and sharing some of my intimate life details with, was betraying me and was behind my back talking about me...Now this shit hurts because you would like to think you can trust people...But I know now that you can't...NO one is real anymore....People have their own agendas and one of those could be is putting enough of your business out there to destroy you in any shape or fashion..
What is so evident is that if I only tell you something that I haven't told someone else and it gets back to me, dont you know I know it was you that open your mouth...Some people can't hold water...
I am a true believer that if I have anything to say to or about someone, I am woman enough to do it to their face...I just wish others were the same way...But being the true punks and bitches they are, that will never happen...
All this has done is made me realize what is important in my life...Family...I lost my mother earlier this year and my family has been trying to adapt to the loss...I will find myself a hobby here soon..Don't know what it is but I will find one....
One thing for sure it will not be trying to find new friends..Don't want them or need them...I am completely done with them...
There is so much more important stuff in life than that and I now realize that
 
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