.Turning things around
My gopet (scooter) turns on a dime. A ship has to be turned with a wide turn covering lots of territory before it is on the right course.
In carpentry and other things that require exactness a fraction of an inch at one end results in being inches or miles off at the final destination.
I was watching something on TV about the space shuttles' reentry to the earth atmosphere. They lost their computer capacity to measure where they were to enter and had to do it all by 'hand' calculations. They likened the possibility of accurately reentering the atmosphere at the right place and speed etc. to throwing a piece of mail over a mile and getting into the mailbox on specific address.
(ALL OF WHAT I JUST TOLD YOU IS THE BEST I CAN EXPLAIN SCIENTIFIC MATHEMATICAL STUFF)
Turning my life around is not apparently going to be turning on a dime. I'm going to need lots and lots of space to maneuver through my own bullshit and all the damage I caused myself and life.
The only helpful thing I have done is to not multi task. One step at a time. The mess called me is BIG. Clean up and redirection is not just stop this and start that, although that is the first aspect.
So now my writing program is a bunch of reading. I did find Writers Digest and they have courses. So I found the first course I want to take. It is only $300.00 for a six week course.
I'm not really looking for a degree and besides I have a master in BS ha ha ha ha ahhahahahahh
Well off do reading and writing somewhere else.