Charity Work? LOL I think not!
Today, no wait, it was yesterday. I corresponded with a man who ended up telling me I should see him for 2/3 less and that I should consider it charity work! Whaaaaaaaaaat?? LOL
He let me know I would be helping him out and it would make him a better husband and father. Well, let me just tell you, I was all over that like white on rice! Negative!
I thought, "Are you out of your damn mind? Hell no I don't take no damn charity cases. What the hell is wrong with you?" LOL
If I were going to do charity work it would be at a free medical clinic, something to help the homeless or to help children, and whatever else happened to touch my heart. It sure wouldn't be for spanking some guy's ass. LOL Not that spanking a guy's ass is not a good time because it certainly can be, but you know what I mean.
To make it worse, he was requesting a 100% domination session. Those have always been, as a group, the most respectful clients I have encountered along with fetishists. I ask you people, what is this world coming to lately? LOL Who says that to their potential Mistress?
Twice I have considered entering this realm again since since I moved here, but I have never done it and both times it was because of a guy I met through this venue. Well, obviously, that shit never works out.
I am exhausted from emotional rollercoasters, getting my heart broken in two especially by someone I still love more than anyone in the whole world (I am talking about you JB if you happen to be reading this. I miss your presence in my life more than you know. I think about you every single day. Every single day. You were the center of my very first thought when I woke up yesterday morning. I do not know why. I just know it is true. I have tried to move on with my life. It has been damn difficult.I am sorry for everything.),......
game players, those who are too damn uptight, don't know if they are coming or going, liars, self-absorption, manwhores (lol), communication issues, those who don't bother to communicate at all, and on and on and on.
I am not up for all the bullshit anymore. You all know what I am saying?
I must say putting up a new site and establishing a client base here seems like a real good idea lately, but I will tell you one thing! I do not take charity cases. LOL
Foo Fighters - Everlong. One of my favorite songs ever.
I hope everyone is having a great Summer! I really do hope that for all of you!